DEAR Mom - There is nothing I can do or say to convince you that I love you and owe you much.
I am sorry for all that happened where my capacity to help was vulnerable.
But now I have grown up to notice all the pain and struggle that you have graciously taken for my sake.
The day you left made me a wanderer.
I realise now that, as my mother, you did all you could to put water and food on the table.
Now I realise the times you made me cry were circumstances beyond your control.
I am sorry for all that I have done without realising the effort that hurts you a lot.
You did not want me to realise the pain you went through because you want me to be happy.
I left you in the grave.
Even though I haven’t seen you for a very long time, I want you to know I think about you a lot. And I miss you.
And I promise I will keep the promise. More than ever I want you to know that all I have achieved and may yet achieve is because of you.
I gained curiosity to learn and pursued an education because of the good examples you set.
I hope you are well and fine.